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[11 Jan 2007|10:01pm] |
Cabello hair salon would like your support! We need a group of models for both a local hair show and shows in Toronto occuring in February and April.
MUST have shoulder length or longer hair. Uncoloured is best, we will make exceptions.
MUST have a slender build
MUST be willing to change cut and colour (stylist's choice)
MUST have flexible schedule for in-salon prep time before the show(s)
We are looking for total dedication. Please only inquire if you have the time and are willing to trust our stylists!
Shows in toronto will include a free cut and colour as well as free accommodations, products, and an amazing experience!
Please let any of your friends know that may be interested, we are looking for about 20 models! Message me and I'll be happy to answer any questions you have. As well as exact dates when I know them! Thanks for your time
Tiff
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| eat your vegetables!!! |
[13 Nov 2006|09:24pm] |
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I"m going to enjoy my time in the sunshine and hope it stays like this forever.
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[17 Oct 2006|03:48am] |
Me and Chris went to go see Jackass 2. it was amazing. He was obsessed with the parts that weren't that funny......it made me laugh more than the movie! Nothing has been going on. working, fixing my car, hangin out, makin out....tee heee. Went to take back the night which was amazing. my voice is still fucked, which may be because i'm sick + strained it screaming with my sister. Today while watching my cat I laughed so hard pop came out of my nose, it was amazing/painful.
I'm borrrrrrring!
xo
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| probably my first sxe post |
[01 Oct 2006|08:36pm] |
In april I'll have been edge for 5 years (still a while away). Although this is not much of an accomplishment to many of my friends who passed this mark many years ago, its huge to me. Last night I ran into 2 people from highschool who asked me if i still didnt' drink. It felt good to say yeah i'm still doing that thing you all thought was a phase I would grow out of. I've never been one to yell it off of a building and let everyone know. It's been my own quiet decision for years. I feel like being more loud about it lately. Maybe because when I started on this I thought it would be a struggle, and here I am now and the years have flown by. I can look back and honestly think,I'm still here, my concrete evidence that I did it all for the right reasons. Some of my thoughts on it have changed, even in the last couple years. I was sure that I had no control on what the future would bring to my life. Somewhere recently I accepted that this is who I"m always going to be. Don't get me wrong, I didn't ever think I would drink, but my dependence on the label sometimes discouraged me. I"m comfortable with it now. Its important to me. It used to be like any other decision I made, like if I should turn right or left, what shirt to wear when i dressed myself. And now its become all its own. my faith, my edge, my family, my everything else.
Some of the things I dealt with in the last year that were really negative made me feel like shit. Until I realized they just told me more about myself, and I stopped feeling badly about them. I dont' have to feel guilty for not dating people who drink anymore. I always felt like maybe I was missing out on someone great by putting up that barrier because it seems like no one else does. But the truth is that it doesnt' matter if they're nice, or treat me good, they're not good for me if they drink or smoke, or whatever else. I actually deserve the closest thing to perfection I can get. Just because someone is great doesn't mean they're great for me.
Anyone who wants to say I"m an idiot for thinking that can go right ahead, but its better than me being unfair to someone thinking they're a complete idiot everytime they're drunk. I'd rather just be with someone who I think is amazing all the time.
My friends, I can honestly care less. If you wanna get trashed, just don't make me take care of the mess you started and I'll be just fine. I think its funny to watch you say stupid shit and puke on yourself.
<3
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[13 Sep 2006|12:10am] |
Me + Amy + california + january= happy gals
amy got us a discount on northwest from when she worked there, place to stay, and midgets!
AND!
Fudd is gonna be here friday!
I TOLD YOU IT JUST KEEPS GETTING BETTER!!!!
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| Dear Life |
[11 Sep 2006|07:08pm] |
You've redeemed yourself.
Things have been getting better by the day. its been a long time since that has happened.
My friends are amazing. The friends I've met this year have been inspiring. Fudd calls me lil sis, its most definitely true. I actually look up to him, I admire him for his honesty, I"m grateful to be able to hear his thoughts.I'm able to receive critisism from him and just make things better, no questions asked. He takes the hard things in life and breaks them down to simple questions that are easy to answer, easy to live by. Things are much more simple now. I've noticed a difference in my life. I know that making bad decisions is part of human nature and not something to be ashamed of, but to learn from. In a world where people are constantly tearing each other down, he's been building me up since before we even met. I have to be one of the luckiest people in the world to have him as a friend.
After years of living life in the past, holding on to the past, wishing i could change things from the past, I"m finally planning for the future. Its actually hard for me to write now because I've lost heart about my past, now its only a set up for what WILL happen.
And I truly hope the best is yet to come. Next month I'll be 22. ooooooooollllllllllllllld. Instead of my life being this constant struggle of what I should do next I"m just going to let things fall in place the way they should. I have faith that things will turn out to be exactly what is right for me if I keep on this track.
I don't feel that I"m missing out on anything working so much anymore, its all part of the bigger picture. Once I save enough to do what I want, either the opportunities are presented to me or I wait for them patiently.
I got to meet Derek saturday which was a really good experience for me. It wasn't the usual "I'm meeting a stranger from the internet" sort of feeling. We've built a friendship over the past few years, he has definitely been there through some good/not so good times in my life, some he knows about and some he doesn't. It felt more like an old friend who I havent' seen in a while. I really needed to hug him, he means alot to me. It almost felt like an accomplishment, a check on my list of things that need to be done in my life to make me complete. And to hug thank you :), it felt empty over the phone although it was heartfelt. sometimes you just need to give more.
I needed these people right at this certain place and time in my life. For support, for me to feel comfortable with myself, for me to be assured that life is going to be a struggle but there will be many rewards along the way.
pS- Dear Mr. Bruce Springsteen thank you for making the creative masterpiece that is "I"m on fire"
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[07 Sep 2006|09:34pm] |
I like to eat freezies before bed. Last night i decided to eat it while taking a shower to save time. then i had to pee and i forgot i ate asparagus so my pee was smelly and i didn't finish the freezie. Peeing in the shower, bad habit i picked up from joshua telling me it was ok to do. I dont' pee in other people's showers.
My bosses are funny they're silly and perverts(not to me usually)....(sometimes). I was thinking about how great they are the other day. They definately make the day go by a little faster.I ran down the street today and my boss yelled "shake what ya momma gave ya" tssssss. they like making fun of my bum....ALOT. lucky i'm a good sport.
I"m on demand this weekend. I have like 50000000 things to do, no joke. I"m deciding what NEEDS to be done/what i really want to do. not enough hours in the day, not enough gas in my tank!
xoxo
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| This is for manda |
[03 Sep 2006|06:08pm] |
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
You could get dangerously close to exposing something that might better be left unsaid. And although you may believe you are ready to blurt out the truth now, your secrets may have to wait for another day to be told. Keep in mind that there is more going on than you realize and you don't have enough information yet to make the best decision about what to share. Patience will serve you well.
my horoscope today. i'm not sayin shit!!!!!!!!!
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| california here I come |
[27 Aug 2006|04:49pm] |
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Last week I bought a car and an ipod. i paid 2 months of insurance, and paid my plates up to october 2007. Today I have over a thousand left in my bank account.
I feel content,I"m not walkin on sunshine but I dont' really feel like myself. Maybe its this being an adult BS. Or the rain. I'm not dating anyone and I don't want to be dating anyone...whats up with that? I believe that boyfriends = me being sad, angry, lied to, and held back from things I want to do.
And now, I"m freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Buying a house is actually going to be a breeze
Anyway, still working on california for oct/novish if anyone wants to join. $100 round trip to fly..................
ps-I watch the OC everday. THank you dvds/
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[21 Aug 2006|01:00am] |
I'm so very far from perfect.
Tomorrow is my first day of freedom.
Life is good.
My friend. I love you. Thank you for your odd support today.
Its been 6 amazing years being your friend, no distance will ever change that.
<3
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| YiPeEeEeEe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[14 Aug 2006|09:34pm] |
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I purchased my first car today :) and I found the most amazing pants and the most amazing shoes. Probably the best day of my life.
I can't wait to drive to amandas house.
And talking to Fudd makes life better.
Happy woman.
ps- nathan, I've thought about you a million times today, I hope everything went well. I"m sure it did but i'm still worried. I wish i could call you. I love you very very much. you better smile huge if you read this!
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[24 Jul 2006|01:15pm] |
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Buying a car is the most terrible experience of my entire life
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| love this song! hopefully i'll feel this someday..maybe i have |
[10 Jul 2006|07:38pm] |
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Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way
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[26 May 2006|07:50pm] |
Weird life lately. My grandfather passed away, which means my life basically ended for 5 days. Getting out of bed didn't happen, neither did much eating. I spent tons of time with my family which was like the miracle healing of my heart. I haven't cried for 3 days now, almost did today when one of our clients called to express her feelings and sympathy for me. Those people who went out of their way to support me almost made me cry worse than the death part. To everyone who called or left me messages,thank you, you helped me out more than you'll ever know.
Derek, I owe you forever and ever.
Things are peaceful around here for the time being. I hope it stays that way. Lots of stuff has been going on, but it really doesn't matter.
ps- sorry to everyone i've been distant to lately, nothing is the same right now.
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[03 May 2006|07:30pm] |
For those of you who know me, I"m the whitest person in the world. however, my sister can get her tan on. we both have longer dark, straight hair. But for some reason several times people have mistaken her for being a "native american"????????? wtf? Today she went shopping at american eagle and they gave her a PST tax exempt purchase! We aren't aware that you didnt' have to pay PST today and she said there were no signs around so the only logical answer is that they thought she was an indian.
HAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
damn,now i'm not only jealous of her ability to tan, but also her discounts for the white people taking her land.
ps- I"m an asshole for writting this.
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[24 Apr 2006|04:41pm] |
I"m trying my best to act like a normal human being.
Not much luck.
I"m stuck in this don't be a bitch, don't be sad, don't be happy rutt.
I"m disappointed.
I"m wondering if some of the terrible things he said about me were true, even though he apologized.
I already miss having someone to eat dinner and watch animal planet with.
In other news,
Let the financial debt begin!
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[05 Apr 2006|10:28pm] |
I"m enjoying the sunshine! sunday me and shane played with baby goats (eww) and bought easter lillies for our grandma's :)
We also got bulbs for the garden which shane planted today before i got home from work. working till 7 is terrible.
We're talking plans for moving in together, closer to the end of the summer. For real moving in, like all of my stuff, not just clothes and makeup.
I'm going to get a new tattoo hopefully monday, If I dont' decide to change the entire layout for the second time. This will be the last for a while so I"m making sure its great.
Then its save save save.
Shane wants us to fix up the house so we can sell it and buy an amazing new one in the next couple years.
I"m happy.
I"ll be spending this weekend in toronto with my girls (and some guys) should be fun.
<3
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[13 Mar 2006|01:30pm] |
Life is amazingly strange right now. I work ALOT. Too much. But saving feels good and now I just have to decide my next course of action. Me and shane have amazingly still managed to spend enough time with eachother, even though it usually consists of me getting home at 7:30, eating whatever he's made for me, doing whatever needs to get done for work the next day, watching a bit of discovery channel, then getting to sleep around 9:30 or 10. 10PM! I"m 90 years old!
We went to see the first muay thai fights they've had in windsor. It was incredible. Blood, broken bones, knockouts! Windsor is never this exciting! It was a nice change from the usual weekend of staying home or going out to some dirty bar.
Was gonna start taking jujitsu with shane, until he decided to not let me go with him..........stupid.
Talked to some people about going to Mady's like i had planned before and they said it would be hard the first couple weeks, but it would get better. i'm thinking about it, the sad part is, I don't want to take out the monroe, i'm a geek. I'll probably just go to the gym for a couple months and then think about going again.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v304/RosecityCore/feet.jpg
(we set our friendship in stone)
my camera phone is terrible, from a while ago and we still don't have a nice pic!
:)
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[01 Feb 2006|04:00pm] |
Our house is actually a nightmare right now!
It all started when shane agreed to take in a dog just for the week which I thought was a really great gesture from his kind little heart.
Day one. The dog takes a little while to warm up to minnie but is ok, still hasn't warmed up to bruiser and decides to randomly attack him. We decide to keep the dog in this landing in between the house and the basement with a cozy little bed and food. She barks all night long.
Day two. The dog seems to be doing alot better and is cute and cuddly so we decide to start letting it in the rest of the house with the other dogs about an hour at a time. Randomly attacks poor bruiser again.
day three. the dog is still randomly attacking brusier and he now has bloody cuts on his face. new dog finds shanes 20kg bag of dog food in the stairway and tears the bag open spilling dog food everywhere!
Day four. The dog not only is still attacking bruiser but today decided to attack minnie as well, poor baby. also new dog splits her tail open and sprays blood all over our walls. me and shane spent the day scrubbing them down. I go downstairs to get laundry and see the basement is flooded. so now theres sewage leaking into our basement and we now have no where to put the new dog but with our dogs so they can get attacked more.
Did i mention the dog pisses and shits where it pleases?
But because its a pit, it gets an unfair advantage around here and it will probably be put to sleep. That makes us sad. Sometimes there isn't much you can do. That feels terrible.
Shane can't leave the house for the next couple days due to dogs not being able to be together alone and waiting for the city to come fix our basement. poor shane!
In good news-tomorrow is my last day at orange julius!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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